"Dont ask me to believe you,cox there's LIE in believe. "


okayr. apparently, i feel like blog-g now for no apparent reason .
yeap, im superly fedup with my brother for ly-g to me. forget it .
point grumble-g about it . yeap. haha. i woke up early tdy siol
due to some SECONDARY SCHOOL BAND near my hse playing ! ! l0ls. woke me up then cant slp back .
so i stay-d at home ALL day tdy . do-g my homeworks . but i end up watch-g drama and spicy stuff .
and now my lips are dry and throat is sore and i need LIP BALM & STREPSILS !
l0ls . yeap. and i tried to discipline myself to seat down and do homework .
haha. i did it ! i did AMaths and EMaths and still left a stack of Cheena homework not done .
arghhs . its like before CNY must hand in, but i hand in NONE !!!
anyway,im done crap-g. so byes ! :D

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imissyou, but you would never know .
cox you're gone . im never th same like i used to be .
and cox you're gone, i've become stronger .
i dont cry like i used to be last time . i face things now ,not run-g away.

"Linger with th scene , sway like th wind ."

im back . :D went to school in th MORN-G. had lessons luhhr. like duhr .
English lessons are funny now ! :D not sian, although i fall aslp like alot of times :x
MrEdward is HILARIOUS ! :D yeap . then SS ,SBS . jiu RECESS .
had house meet-gs . SBS siol . went to 888 after that . makan kfc .
"yeap " guy is THERE! *He's DAVID ! :D
haha . he dint give JoyceBro enough lemon ! :x
went to meet Christopher ,saw someone i dint wanna see .
then meet SHEREElaopo & LADY at th bus stop ,walk-d to bball court .
play-d bball . wahpiang,i super tire-d and angry lohr . yeap .
darn angry . yeap,thanks JoyceBro for cheer-g me up and my grumbles . :D
then LADY & Christopher went home so we continue-d play-g bball .
after that,BF*bestfriend came !! L0LS . its like wah,finally he came down . always ask him play bball,say not free 1. :x
with afew Admiralty bandsmen . then we play-d bball tgt ! darn funny siol .
first match as 11-10,they won,2nd match was 8-11?,we won ! :D
then we rest-d while they play . darn funny luhhr . play-g with them .
l0ls . BF is so LADY-LIKE tdy . so gentle siol. :D
went home at around 7plus ? bus-d home . haha .
anyway,gtg le.
byes.

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**Note to self : IM NOT NOT NOT going down to play bball if that guy is there again!!! NEVER NEVER NEVER !!! arghhs .

"The best way to gain self-confidence is do what you are afraid to do ."

l0ls . this picture darn long le . its from MrLai & MsGoh's concert ! :D
anyway, new year sucks okayr . apart than get-g ang paos . my relatives keep ask-g questions .
yeap . i hate ANSWER-g questions . haha . anyway, i saw some of my relatives .
like my 3rd Uncle and his sons . He is darn funny cans ! He keep joke-g around . and Jason &Jarren cousins are like ask-g questions & joke-g. yeap .
then my big uncle ,he dint come, but his sons did . i forgot th names . hehe .
went to Istana today !! :D and i QUEUED 1HOUR 15MINS to get in !! and walk-d only for 1hour plus ?! l0ls .
but i saw a band play-g there . yeap . then went to th President's work-g place . Its big cans ! :x
but super sian . cox we only can go th 1st storey . th other places are OUT OF BOUNDS !
then went to th Marina Barrage . its interest-g i guess . i look-d at alot of build-gs. yeap .
took loads of pictures . :Dhehes. anyway,gtg le . im chiong-g homework . :x
cya .

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**Lady : Thanks for your concern ehs ! :D
Sheree : Laopo ! Thanks alot uhhs . Sorry about that day too . :X

im back ! super piss-d off . due to that bitch . asshole, cheat my feelings .
so what if you're my kor's girl ? no big okayr ! stupid idiot imbecile !!
morn-g went to school . saw Joshua and Naim on my way to school .
then meet Sheree . went to school . im super SIAN !
had EMaths,had a test . SBS! jiu English le . SBS SBS SBS !!! RECESS .
went to hall after that,4CMT girls went insane !!! :x
Especially Shameera,Zihan,Rachel,Aishah,Arina and ME !!
we keep disturb-g th performers,but nobody heard us . thats th irony ! :x
then went to 888,makan with Joycebro and HexiangBBB.
play-d bball after that . yeah, my mood change-d when i saw th bitch msg .
asshole .
anyway,THANKS those who attempt to cheer me up . But f off to those who make my mood change .
Cheerios !

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Baby vs. Pears

im back . im dead tire-d . anyway, went to school in th morning .
had 2periods of Physic . SBS ! then PE . SBS ! EMaths,i almost fall aslp . RECESS ! :D
then Chem,follow-d by SS,AMath .
went for band after that . im super super super tire-d of walk-g .
anyway, forget it . im way tire-d to talk much .
gtg le . byes.

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im back ! from AMaths remedial . which is totally mean-gful to me .
okayr, morn-g went to school . IM SUPER tire-d luhhr . i couldnt slp ytd .
yeap . and i crie-d . yeap . had EMaths . then Chinese . then AMaths .
was a lecture lesson sial . yeap ,cox of some people .
then RECESS le . im darn HUNGRY ! :D then back class for Chem . cher dint come .
but we got homework . :x th relieve cher is damn fedup about us . yeap .
then Geog . darn,i fail-d . then went for English . MrEdward is GOOD ! i meant it !went to class, continue-d my AMath trigo . then went for remedial cum tutorial .
yeap ,i use-d alot of saliva to teach my fellow mates . Like ChoonHeng,Asyraf,Sakinah,Ruchita,Anmol&JianLiang .
then end-d at around 5pm. actually want-d to find Joyce and Sheree . but heard that they not going anywhere after that,jiu go home.
anyway,im home,and im gonna do hw soon. so yeap .
byes.

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im back from school apparently . superbly tire-d and i cant stand it anymore .
i wanna C R Y !
morning,went to school . had lessons apparently . and its SBS !!
then RECESS !! back to Chinese lessons , i fall aslp during th lesson . L0L !
apparently, teacher know ? i think so . L0L !
then went back class . got 2periods of Geog, funny siol . at least its not that sian .
yeap yeap . then went to AVARoom . THANKS CHUENJYE for Helping find th teachers .
had band prac . bandsmen was apparently doing pushups for th beginning of th band .
and th reason ? IMPROPER ATTIRE ! yeah, how they waste-d time for a stupid check .
i mean its like your own discipline to be properly attire-d once you're in sch, right ?
so yeap ,they done like 25 pushups ? i guess so . then had sectionals .
im super fedup yeah . they're like not practice-g for their SYF pieces .
then why do we have sectionals then ?! i find people play-g around ,walk-g ard for NO reason .
yeap . and that make me have more stuff to do which makes me cant prac !
yeap ,im darn fedup . i lecture-d th percussionists like twice or so ? i forget .
and yea, i almost C R Y . well, i dint apparently .
THANKS HEXIANG for teach-g my junior . :D
then had combine-d . yeap ,i alr know that th sound gonna be sucky .
cox like everyone's not give-g their best ? except some ? and yeap, dint count .
so ya, then MrLim talk-d to YanHongJie and I . She cried . yeap .
i dint . cox if she cry , i shouldnt be cry-g. but be strong,for her .
yeap , THANKS TWIN for listen-g to my grumbles .
idk yeah ,and im COMFIRM-g to talk to th band . somehow to try to boost them up .
well, i hope they listen if im talk-g . cox if nth goes in, what for i talk ?
waste my saliva ? waste time ? i might as well take th time let everyone practice .
yeah, lets hope everything goes well on Thursday .


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syf is in like 2months ? or even less than that? everyone's not anxious at all .
what can i do ? give a talk ? and nothing goes in . so people,all i hope is you all give YOUR BEST for EVERY PRACTICE . and RECALL whatever MrLim or your SLs say to you and do it for th piece . its not like we're ask-g alot . so yeap ,JIAYOUS !
its just another 2months .

im back back back !:D PEACEEE !
went to school in th morning . SBS ahr ! then went back class .
got 2periods of AMaths . im slow nowadays . idk why .
my brain function-ing slow what . what can i do ? :x
had D&T after that . SBS . i yawne-d dk how many times . then RECESS .
went back class . then got my bag, went to Library for MASS LECTURE .
but is to watch a Documentary of Titanic ! :D cool yeah !
and i got a verse : "You Jump,i jump,then we freeze to death ! :D"
yeap :D went to Chinese Class. Janice and i was lame-ing ourselves during th 5mins before lesson .
yeap . there's tons of homework i owe th cher . :D hehe. im a bad student .
then went back class . SUPER SBS uhhs ! went to find Joyce,Sheree and Stella after that .
saw peepos after school . yeappp ! :D went to Stella's house slack awhile .
then playe-d bball . went 888 to buy a file and tidbits for studying :D
buse-d home after that :D with Sheree of cox . :D
anyway, gtg le . im chiong-ing homeworks . :D

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im getting moody for no apparent reason luhr . AND its ALL because of YOU YOU YOU !!!
im fedup of you okayr . THANKS JOYCE BRO for cheering me up somehow ! :D

im back back back !
Quote frome MrEdward : "You all dont talk cox you have gold inside your mouth ,and when you talk,gold will come out. " this is what MrEdward say every English lesson.


haha. anyway, woke up at 4plus AM ! just to find my skirt. darn. which is hiding behind my clothes.
darn . then went to meet JiaAn SICKO lady. :D ** JiaAn is a GUY ! and he's LATE LATE LATE ! made me wait so long.
l0ls. cox to practice mace . what he learnt and what i learnt is DIFFERENT DIFFERENT DIFFERENT . :D
but yuppr,he's super SICKO okayr . thats why he is th SICKO LADY ! :D irony. :D
then we end-ed at 7.02am? around there. and he dissappear-ed into somewhere when Sheree came.
l0ls. then yeap . she think dirty . idk why either . :x
went to meet Mandy at EVG Primary Busstop . walk-ed to school. i tried changing to shoes . BUT IT HURTS !
l0ls. then change-d back to slippers . MrLim came at around 8.15am ? guess so . but he's not happy .
cox th band's sloppy and stuff . yeap . then everything yeap, darn fast .
i did self-prac with YanHongJie and HeXingGOLDFISH ! :D
thanks HeXing for SIMPLIFY-ING all those stuff into normal stuff for me poor brain to absorb ! :D
thanks YanHongJie for play-ing and play-ing th march again and again with me . cox im slow-learner . :D
anyway,i prac with th percussion-ists. and darn,i hit my injure-d toe to th METAL !!! darn .
hurts man ! but tahan awhile, jiu immune to it le. l0ls.
had actual stuff at 10am ? around there . im losing my voice soon .
cox i shoute-d th commands for like 6times ? haha. yeap . im gonna be voice-less sooon . :D
then did 4FOUR takes. 1st take was okayr,but 2nd and 3rd take was purely my fault and some of th bandmens . 4th take is th BEST ! l0ls.
cox 2nd and 3rd take, i cant tahan th darn pain . l0ls. yeap . i got 18push-ups from MrLim . cox of my mistakes.
yeap . im not grouch-ing . :D l0ls. but i did push-ups even with a INJURED toe and knee ! so bandsmen ,its all in th mind . dont think its painful then it will not be . then 3rd take was due to i cant tahan th pain. i bang wrong leg.
last take was th best ! thats what MrLim and MrGoh said . im so darn happy lohr ! :D
cox i really cant tahan le . l0ls. i droppe-d afew tears . nobody notice-d. :D PEACEEE !
haha. THANKS ALL BANDSMEN WHO ARE WILLING TO SACRIFICE THEIR TIME under th sun with me and get torture-d by me . :D but to those who dint turn up tdy,im sorry but you really miss ALOT of FUN ! :D
went up th AVARm after that . then did a small debrief or smt . l0ls.
i torture-d bandsmen uhhs . l0ls. YanHongJie and HeXingGOLDFISH knows why ! :D
haha. then went to 888 to makan, cox hungry ? like duh ?! haha.
went to play bball after that, to BURN fats ! :D haha. then yeap, th weather is darn hot !!!!
then things happene-d . and im thinking of not going to play bball unless of some conditions are fulfile-d.
yeap , hais, im emo alil tdy . :D anyway, play-ed till 1815. bus-ed home. then bought tidbits ! :D
at home, i helpe-d to do PINEAPPLE TARTS ! :D anyway,im chiong-ing homework tdy !
haha. and i got a list of stuff NOT done yet . :D and all must be done by th weekend ! :D
- AMaths WS and th new chapter .
- EMaths Homework from tbk .
- Chinese Holiday homework , Chinese Composition .
- English Comprehension .
- Design and Technology coursework .
- Social Studies 1Question essay .
- Study for Chemistry Test .
- Memorise Overture 2 & Kaze-no-mai .
that should be all . but i think i left out alot more which i forgotten . :x
anyway,i gtg alr . i chiong-ing homework. :D

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im speechless yeahr, idk what to say anymore . you say 1 thing but do is another thing .
what i am suppose to do ? trust you ?! dont ever tell me to do that .
i dont even know what to believe in you anymore . tell me luhhr, what to believe in .
your lies ?! i dont want to live under lies even if it means protecting me .
i dont want to be a baby okayr , i want and will and need to grow up .
you can never takecare of me forever, for goodness, theres no forever either . so tell me truth !!!
all i want is truth truth truth . a simple 5-letter word ! whatever luhr . i wont care anymore .


**i psychoe-d myself to have confidence and i did it !!! :D THANKS TO MrLim,MrGoh,MrEddie,Hexing,Yanhongjie and Teachers in charge and all th bandsmen who took th effort to memorise th score and focus on tdy's training although its torturing . :D BIG THANKS TO those who encourage-d me uhhs ! :D LOVE YOU ALL ! :D

Want to know something ? l0ls. kinda lame uhs. By my English teacher;Mr Edward. :D
He said : Humans have TAILS ! :D yeap. kinda stupid but i guess its true? :D

anyway, been busy with studies and band and others this few days.
my toe isnt healing yet. blame no one. and im gonna march TMR with shoes !
i bet its gonna hurt, but its okayr. who call me so careless. :D
okayr,Today, went to school. SBS ahr ! hais. went back to class. had EMaths. had a test,and continue-ed on Standard Deviation.
i suck at that. arghhs. then English. SBS. i slpy siol. i fell aslp twice in class but woke up due to th crescendo of MrEdward's Voice. l0ls.
then had SS. worst. i scribble-ed my foolscap paper. to keep me awake. l0ls.
MrZainudin had a sense of humor and scaring tdy. almost scare-ed us to death. l0ls. then RECESS.
after that CCD. did hamper wrapp-ing ! i help-ed okayr . then went to find Joycebro. to canteen after that.
people look at me like im an alien. arghhs. cox i had a mace with me . and they see it like a stick ? l0ls.
which it is but just more high class ! :D
yeap. i practice-ed mace with JoyceBro,HexiangBBB,Bernard. thanks them for acc. me. :D
although, you guys keep making me laugh for no apparent reason. :D
then went to 888 kfc. bought food at th counter. and th counter guy is darn funny. He's name is David.
but i call him th "Yeap man". cox he keep yeap-ing after i yeap finish. l0ls.
then went to play bball . arghhs . it was SUNNY ! and FUN !
we play-ed match with th SiLing people who are Jasmine,Sally,Jolin,Jolie. l0ls. *ps:they are GUYS ! :D
we won them 3times ! :D woolala. :D then yeap,darn fun.
some things happen-ed. arghhs. speechless. anyway,gtg le.
i need to go memorise th mace stuff. arghhs !!!!! CONFIDENCE !!!

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i never thought that you would change. perhaps its my own thinking.
i've been waiting your DARN sms for weeks alr. since my poly visit.
yeap,you gave me empty promises again. wtfcuk. i dontcare anymore.
forget it. friendship end jiu end liao. you dont even give a damn what.
so what do i need to hold on? reasonable right? :x

please lahr,stop doing stupid things alr. whats done is done .
no point holding over it for NOTHING ! not that im heartless .
but you're th one who change-ed me . dont ever ask me why .
cox you are th one who did this to me . you gave excuse-es when i want truth .
so what for i trust you again ,when i had EVIDENCE all infront of me ?
agreed? idk what happen to you. but i want a explanation , at least, let me know why .
yeap , at least im not that unreasonable like her okayr . i respect you .
so i hope th same from you . dont ever take things for grant-ed like i do last time .
it cost me alot to know that i took things for grant-ed last time .
yeap , so call me when you want to explain or whatsoever . dont sms me .
cox i'll just delete it and i know you talk well, unlike me . i talk 1thing, will go wrong th.
all i want is an explanation. thats all . nothing more nothing less .

"It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not."
"Confidence comes not from always being right but from not fearing to be wrong."

"Never tell people how to do things. Tell them what to do and they will surprise you with their ingenuity."

-George Patton

"They can because they think they can."

-Virgil

"Our life's a stage, a comedy: either learn to play and take it lightly, or bear its troubles patiently."

-Palladas

Hello. im back. duh. dead tired uhhs.
went to school in th morning,then had a short cca meeting.
back to class for AMaths. yeap! i dont really understand. but i understand otw.
then had D&T. SBS! yeap. cher talk-ed ALOT! :D
got th 'O' Level Exam paper. th theme is "Tidiness".
darn. idk how to think that way sial. darn. i feel so restrict-ed.
no feel no idea! haha.
went for recess. then back to class for English. SUPER SUPER SBS!
MrEdward talk-ed for 2periods!!! but i only listen-ed to like 1/4 of his talk?
darn. i almost fell aslp lohr. jiu Chinese le. SBS. im slpy. but i dint slp.
cher give a stack of ws. darn. i hate those. haha. :D
then went to hall. SBS. also dk go there do what. then went to 888 with Joyce and EeLing.
makan le,print Honor March "Snare drum and BassDrum"part.
then went to play bball. l0ls. i paikah still play bball. pro uhhs?
l0ls. then went home at ard 1700? around there.
bus-ed home. then blah blah blah. haha. gtg alr.
doing dnt hw. and other hw. haha. i got piles of them. :D
byes.

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idk whats going on anymore. you give me excuses. i wait-ed your damn sms for afew days alr. yeap. whatever.
im gonna forget that i ask-ed you anything. blahs.
you know im not gonna rmb anything abt you anymore.
goodbye my friend.

Reply of TAGS! :D

Wendy :] :you're relink-ed.
connie : you're link-ed.
YuHArn : you're link-ed.
yanhong : JIE ! haha. i will ! Thanks for your encouragement ! :D
hexiang :HELLO BBB! :D Happy New Year too ! and takecare! :D
yanhong : HAPPY 2009 to you too! :D
Chia Yu : Happy new year to you too! :D Same to you.
xw : Hello,you're link-ed.
Chia Yu: haha. yeah! CONFIDENCE ! :D
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Rachel : l0ls,i posting when i edit finish. hehe. PS:SBS is SiBeiSian.
xw : i've link you alr. sorry for th late link-ing. :D

PS: SORRY PEOPLE for th LATE replies of tags. cox im just lazy to reply. ^^

"There is no distance too far between friends, for friendship gives wings to th heart."

im back. dead tired. yeap,even on a Sunday. l0ls.

cox i went to study with Sheree,SengKiat and HeXiang at th library.

from 1300++ to 1600. haha. then we go cwp to makan. SengKiat eat darn fast sial. **He eat a ice-cream in 12mins! :x

then went to play bball. darn fun. and painful. haha.

cox i fall-ed down like 2times? haha. yeah,but im okayr! just that it hurts! :D

then went home at 1900++. then at home,do alil more homework.

gtg le,i chiong hw finish jiu slp le! :D

i need more sleep man! :D and i CRAVE for EGG TART! :DD

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"Memories we have together,we treasure friendship,treasure those who touch-ed our lives and for we ourselves are special and will never allow ourselves to get discourage-ed and think that our lifes are insignificant and cant make a change. As we know a fact that, no matter what happens,we on our own even,NEVER walk alone. " -TanKY! :D

im back luhhs. haha. dead tired uhhs.
haha. went to school in th morning. feeling cold lohr. darn.
then went for a SHORT band meeting follow-ed by leaders meeting.
went back class for EMaths. im dead slpy. l0ls. idk why.
follow-ed by English,got a test. then SS,but cher dint come. so free period.
RECESS. super tired. then went to find SengKiat for th Honor March score with Joyce and Sheree.
had free period again. SBS siol! anyway,went to Singapore Poly with 5Dynamic and some 4Achieve peepos!
darn SBS sial. Rachel and i slack there. SBS !
went back at 1530. and reach at 1600++. then play-ed bball.
i got injur-ed ! haha. but not pain one. l0ls. but darn funny.
haha. anyway,gtg alr. byes.

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im back! l0ls. as usual, im tired. i had enough sleep. But im still tired.

yeap. morning got hair check. darn. l0ls. then went back class for emaths.

sleepy sial. then jiu Chinese. SBS sial. follow-ed by Amaths. RECESS !

went back class for Chem, well, okayr,im not slpy.

then Geog,okayr,funny? yea,kinda. then went to Republic Poly at ard 1400.

went there,wah piang,more bored. anyway,i crack-ed darn lame jokes uhhs.

and choral singing. haha. :D then went back at around 1600?

play-ed bball till 1830. then went home. haha. gtg alr.

byes!

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forgive. forget. forgo.

They say that th thing that is furthest away from us is not death.

but that im in front of you yet you dk "i love you"

完美並不美
我們多虛偽你讓我的好
變成一種罪完美並不美
當你愛了誰我的完美也只是
不完美

im back back back !!!! im tired. yeap! today's dead boring.
went to school in th morning,got assembly. blahs.
then went back class,got amaths lesson. blahs.
after amaths,got D&T super no fun alr... cox MrVincentTan never take us anymore... *sobs*
RECESS ! well,i still cant get used with th sec2s last year now with LONG LONG PANTs ! :D
had a talk by MrChan after recess. haha. i self-entertain-ed myself.
thanks Aishah for being my English teacher.
and this year theme :Metamorphosis is a biological process by which an animal physically develops after birth or hatching, involving a conspicuous and relatively abrupt change in the animal's form or structure through cell growth and differentiation.
then went to Library. we got band-ed into 5different classes for English. im from Band7 ! blahs. then went back class.
got band-ed to 5different classes for Chinese again. or was it 6?
l0ls. anyway,i got into 4Aspire. super sucky ! im th only commitment got in ! no fun. anyway,i had NO idea what my new chinese teacher was talking.
yeap,idk why. but i miss MdmTanKahChun !!!
haha. im gonna see her beside my class !! haha. :D
anyway,dismiss-ed at 1345. then did orientation stuff.
super bored. bandmens also sian sian one. haha.
end-ed at 1730. but then still did Overture 2 till 1800.
went home with brother after that. blahs.
anyway,i just rush-ed finish my D&T project. darn !
i hate projects ! gtg alr,byes.

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there's a limit to my patience. you cross th line,you suffer.

HEADACHE-ing !!!!! AARRGGHHHHS !!!!
school's sian. darn sian. and i have no mood for school.
then went to help out th noticeboard after school.
went home after that. blahs.
anyway,headache hurts !
gtg alr. byes.


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